Boy.

So I recently broke up with my boyfriend because I've been mistreated for the two years that we've been together.

I keep having these recurring nightmares where he starts dating his then "friend" and I wake up crying and wanting to talk to him.

The whole week after I broke up with him he kept asking for me back and telling me he's scared that I'm just dragging him along and now I kinda wish that I would have taken him back before I left for Thanksgiving Break. I can't stand being without him. 


I just hope it isn't too late.
Meet you in the Rye, Catch.

What a catch.

Nothing's worse than drama. It's really difficult to concentrate on important things such as getting that 4.0 in college when emotions and drama overshadows it. I'm talking about boys having emotional attachments to me. I thought this would stop in high school since I moved onto this huge campus with plenty of other girls to steal the hearts of boys, but nooo... they still crawl to my feet. A lot of them at that. And the majority of them are older. But see, I don't like them but something makes them believe that if I wasn't taken I'd somehow be interested in them, but I don't know how to tell them that? Because they still try really hard to win me over and frankly, it's not working. And they're all boys of a different race. Don't get me wrong, I'm not racist or anything, but my dad is and if i were to bring anyone home that wasn't white and I said i was dating him, he would disown me anyway, so I've just never seen anyone outside my race as attractive just because I have never  thought of them as more than a friend.

But a good friend of mine told me that I shouldn't have to worry about boy drama unless I'm single, which I'm not, so I'll just ignore it like I usually do aha


Meet you In the Rye, Catch.